ok i was a HUGE bitch today bc i was sick and bc of other shit :( i ended up getting a migraine and wanting to die and puking. but anyway, im sorry for being such a bitch. i sucked. my brother did part of my power point thing for woody...thank you stevie. i missed his IM's..bc i suck ( Read more... )

im at school..im sick as fuck. i have a headache to end all headhaches. im going home at 11:30 i think, if my mom doesnt suddenly change her mind (like she sometimes does). she swears i call her ALL THE TIME to get out, but 90% of the time i write my own notes. biotch.

ok im going hommmmme.

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so yesterday was my first real day of work. On saturday i went in for a couple hours to train (watch videos) but i worked for 9.5 HOURS yesterday. fuuuuuuck it lasted forever. korge and david came to see me around 8 i think and todd came at like 9:30..for like 5 seconds ( Read more... )

"Said it's not your fault ( Read more... )

ever get the feeling that everyone who said they had your back hates you?

i have one real friend in miami and he is the only person i give a shit about. the rest of you can go fuck yourselves.

so the night before last i chilled at todds house and we just watched a movie and had a genuinely great time ( Read more... )

tonight has just been so crazy ( Read more... )

so yesterday was bad...i got so high..like too high. my tolerance is NOWEHRE NEAR where it used to be..3 blunts in rotation later..im FUKT. and i just wanted to die..i think im layin off smoking from now on...i meanm i stopped for a reason. what? has the reason dissolved? no. its still there, im just ignoring it b/c i think im invincible ( Read more... )

sometimes you find that people you thought you had all figured out are the most suprising of all. i love finding that people i hated are really awesome. or it doesnt even have to be that extreme..people i didnt think anything of that are really nice and i wonder why i never gave them the time of day.

i love this feeling.

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hahah i didnt take my meds today. totally went psycho in yearbook. sorry bout that. hah.

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