livejournal's not doin it for me.
i've been on tumblr for a bit, thought i'd let you all know.
so follow me on there... or lurk, whatever works for you.

http://lipglossandlollipops.tumblr.com/

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last night i won Party Foul Prom Queen.

my life is complete. lmao.

got picked up in a souped up 69' Cadillac.

my dress matched the car.
went to Shady's and tried new drinks.
note to self: manhattans are disgusting and so is whiskey on the rocks.
i'll stick with jack and cokes.

went to partyfoul.
looked good, felt good.
no one to worry about or babysit.

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Drink it all away, numb it down to none
Stay awake tonight and wait for the sun
You say you hate your life, you ain't the only one
Let your frustration out the gate and watch the pony run
One double, for the hunger and the struggle
Two for the fool trying to pull apart the puzzle
Three now I smile while I wait for your rebuttle
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for just a little while.
a while enough to give me hope.
hope that i would continue to be okay.

then my subconscious has to go and FUCK ME OVER.

i had a dream about you last night.
it was perfect.

and then i woke up to reality.

i'm crying again.
right now.
fuck.

back to square one.

i honestly dont know how much longer i can continue this.

"Don’t get me wrong
I ( Read more... )

 today was wonderful.

the roommate and i woke up early, hung out and watched some tv and then went to lunch at Subway.
on our way there, i told him "i'm happy today".

i had a feeling then that it was just... a good day.

the weather was beyond perfect.
the sun.
the breeze.
the clouds.
beautiful.

we came back to the apartment and decided not to waste this ( Read more... )

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i've always loved this song.
but now... its just perfect.

And I know its not to get away from me,
You just need a change of scenery
So strange how everything went wrong so fast
And I hope that this confusion does not last, 'cause

These words might be, too little too late,
And I'm afraid that I have already lost you
Now three months equals eternity and this ( Read more... )

i dont sleep anymore.

seriously.

i was the queen of sleep.
i could lay around all day falling in and out of sleep, after sleeping 12 hours the night before.

and happily.

i love my sleep.
even though i have always been pained by horrible nightmares, sleep is something i adore.

i cant do it anymore.

i feel the uneasy tired feeling, but sleep doesnt come to ( Read more... )