Well yesterday I went shopping with my grandma. She got me this camara but I wasnt really in love with it so now we are doing more shopping for it. She is trying to get me a really good one which would be nice but all I care about is that it has a good zoom. Then Susie picked me up at Best Buy and we went back to her house and went swimming. it was ( Read more... )

From Last night to today I have been thinking about alot of different things. Yesterday  I red a journal that I had written in last year and I couldnt believe how much I have changed. All that journal talked about was how I hated my life and how I felt like no one cared about me and I red this one entry and I kept saying that I want to kill myself ( Read more... )

What a great weekend.... I was great!! Susie and me went to Lake George! Im going to go Day by Day cos there is soo much information!

Friday- Susie got stuck in traffic but then she got to my house and we got on our way. We started driving up and then we listened to music. We dance to Korn Fuck that like we always used to and then we got to our ( Read more... )

Well today I was talking to my grandma and she told me that she is planning on taking Emily and Me on a trip to disney world sometime next year. She was completely serious. Im excited since my little cousin has never been there and I'll have so much fun with her. Plus it will be like a drill for when I get to go with Susie and Shelly. Im gonna meet ( Read more... )

last night was sooo much fun!! I love Susie. We went to her brothers house and we did a little drinking and a little smoking. Then Eddie tried to fight with me all night and Matt tried to get with me all night! it was pretty funny though cos he was doing it all in rhymes, It was soo fucking funny. They are so much fun to hang out with. Then I met ( Read more... )

Hmm... For a quick update Ive been feeling pretty good lately. Tonight I will feel alot better and a little numb.lmao. Ive been going to the gym alot latly which makes me feel better but I havent seen many changes. Im so fat. But whatever I dont care. Im so excited for Lake George. Im not even going to be sober at all. hehe. It will be so much fun ( Read more... )

Well What can I say? This summer is turning out to be amazing. Im so happy with my life as of now. I love my friends. My family and I arent fighting. I dont have the guy but I dont need him. I barely want anything to change. Ok well enough of that.

Last night was crazy. First durning the day we went to this park in Walden cos the guys wanted to ( Read more... )

I had a good weekend so far. Friday I got to chill with some cool people and then I went home and pretty much just slept. Then sat I went to susies cousin's grad party and i had alot of fun. Her family is so nice. Then we went to shellys and we all went to the Star Spengled Spectacular and It was pretty fun. I walked around with Susie, Shelly, ( Read more... )

Ok well yesterday I had fun hanging out with susie. Then today we are going down to M-town and I think we are going to go to the movies. We've been doing that alot. But hopefully we are going to pick up Melissa and she will come. I miss seeing her so much, THen I think im going to go home because that is the only way that I'll be allowed to party ( Read more... )

Yeah, and you're ugly!

Going to Wal Mart to get the party pics. Then we are going to dinner. With some scattered Cancer sticks in between and Then im going to call my mommy because I miss her already. I'll post some pics on the flip flop bitches!