Well im at Boces and Im the only person in my class. Seriously. Only me and my teacher, NOw if I was in Social Studies this would be good... Well today I found out that Mike has a myspace, Michelle showed me. I want to see him so bad but i will probably have to wait until next monday :( well i should do some work!

Im pretty excited.....The Starting Line is coming to the chance in Feb and Fall out Boy is coming to the chance in May...I really want to go to the Starting line show because I love them, It'a a little while before the Taste of Chaos. Today sucked a big one.......No ____

Well now at school they took away myspace. Maybe this is better so I can at least get some work done. For once things are going OK, Ive been having fun and not getting mad as much as I usually do. Had a rad time at the Aisle-Nine show and cant wait until Taste of Choas and more than that SnoCore tour so I can finally see Strata again. :D Speaking ( Read more... )

I dont know whats going on. Im more confused then ever. Ive been thinking about the used lyric "Its not me so who am I now" and I relized that I havent been myself because I hate myself and when I doo try to do things that make me happy I feel like Im dissapointing people and making them think less of me. I dont know what to do or how to be anymore ( Read more... )

On Friday I heard the worst news ever.... Mr.Nathe is engaged, I am so upset. I have no reason to wake up in the morning now. That is why I went to school and now its all over :'( I could cry for like hours. Despite the Heart Breaking news I still had a kickass night. Michelle and me went with Danny and Andrew to the AOH to see the stereotypes ( Read more... )

Well im in BOCES and today is a pretty good day. I think that Im finally over brian. He is shallow and annoying and stupid and now he's ulgy! So seriously, and tomorrow is Breaking Benjamin and then friday is The steriotypes show then saturday is this party with Miche then Monday its back to school to see Mr.NAthe! Cant wait. Awesome, Awesome. I am ( Read more... )

I really cant take my life anymore. Everything that I try to do everyone starts shit with me. Who would care if I killed myself? Nobody. But im to much of a fucking wimp to do it. I have nothing to live for, NOTHING! I have no one who loves me. No one by my side and everytime things start going good again more shit happpens. I really dont want to ( Read more... )

Well to start.... Happy Turkey Day!!! and the reson im a nasty person is because i am officially in love with my social studies teacher. He is the nicest person in the world. On tuesday I got in trouble for skipping at school and I was in guidence because I was really PO and I was crying because of a bunch of things happend at home. So I was crying ( Read more... )

For some reason, every morning when I wake up im sad. Like I think to myself why even bother getting up. I know certain people say they love me but when I think about it I feel soo alone. Like no one in this world understands me or ever will understand me. I really just want to get out of Pine bush and start living. I want to get drunk every night ( Read more... )

Well this week really sucked. I have to go to more councling now, which i hate!!! But its ok. So i was a real bitch in school. Then I started to feel better but then I got in a big fight with my mom. I sucked so much. She's all mad at me and kissing my brothers ass. Im so freaking tired of all this shit. Then yesterday was michelles b-day (Happy ( Read more... )