this is a short update because i gotta be in to work in like 8 minutes.i hope dennis is working. i hope to god that ashlinn can come over tommorrow. i miss her a whole bunch. i just wanna be able to see her for a few hours. ive been looking at this dodge pickup up at party city for sale for like two days and i called the number last nite to find ( Read more... )

i hate this classroom because it just, well it really sucks and it is so FUCKIN hot. im sweating and i am just not in the mood to deal with being hot. i really am just feelin so... i dont even no what. i hate when i start feeling like this. i dont wanna be at home, i dont wanna be at school, i dont wanna be anywhere or even like conscious or even ( Read more... )

im sittin here in the asc again. with jon. some girl told him to stop makin noises with his mouth and some ugly ass coal burnin girl threw something at him so he just flipped on her. it was funny. im so bored i hate writing papers. although im lookin forward to writing our next one. about the dark side of man. using the seven deadly sins and shit. ( Read more... )

alright brietta... seriously bitch you need to back off my fuckin name for lindsay. im tellin jon to fart on your head. and im gonna hold your dumb ass down so he can. then im gonna make out with ur man when ur not around and tell you all about it. ne who work last nite was kinda cool. except dennis is on vacation so bob closed. it sucked. but.. i ( Read more... )

im sittin here in mulherns room and it is so freakin hot in here im burnin up. this is redicuolous. i hate sweating. i feel bad for kandace cuz she has a headache and is feeling sick. i wanted to so badly go and fuck up the jeff park kid. but then i know i cant cuz i get in serious trouble. it now turns out it was james that told. kandace told me ( Read more... )

it actually is nice to be back in school. i thought it was weird at first. but its kinda good. i missed joey and brietta and dempsey and gags and heather and creed dennis. i missed everyone. the three day suspension sucked balls. so much shit happend. of course the worst of what happened was that i actually almost lost ashlinn. but it was all MY ( Read more... )

by the way i forgot to put this down earlier. but eagles crushed.47-17 ha in ur face joey. eagles are the fuckin shizznit for rizzeal.. 11-1 woo hoo

i really wish i had moved out. i really miss ashlinn. i wanna see her so bad. she came up to party city sunday while i was workin. it was awesome. she had been acting real weird on the phone all the times i had called her. i thought she was gonna break up with me. but then she came and it was great. joey and brietta were there too. it was cool. ( Read more... )

i have had enuff of this shit. why do i gotta hurt. ashlinn really likes connor and im sitting here hurting over it. i love you so much ashlinn and this really hurts. i love ya brietta and joey and nicci and meghan and brian. i miss yall already. u 2 ashlinn.

what a day... after work last nite was when i was gonna move... i was gonna leave around like 11. but i was tired after work and didnt feel like walkin to brians so i figured id do it this mornin. woke up. called brian and packed my shit. then i second guessed myself for like an hour while brian just stayed here and waited for my decision. i said ( Read more... )