woot im 18 today. i just left school after crushing my blue print final out of the water. im pretty sure i killed that thing. i found out my grade from pusey that my grade in his class is a C. i got the grades i need to get off punishment when report cards come. i just gotta hope my dad is letting me off for reportcard. if not im gonna flip the ( Read more... )

half day at school today. woot. i got an 85 on my history final which should give me a b for my final grade in there. good shit. i totally fucked up and forgot to give my note book to pusey today hopefully hell accept it tommorow. im on my parents new computer cause no one is home and its been forever since i updated. compusa needs to hurry up ( Read more... )

this sucks. i went and filled out answers to the survey ashlinn did in her journal and i go on the last question and the internet fucked up. that sux. well the gist of my answers are i never broke up with a girl untill amanda in 2004. i didnt get elana but i got something even better. i have fallen in love with ashlinn. i am happier now though i am ( Read more... )

well its like 7 o clock and i just got in philly like a half hour ago. i really cant take not being able to see ashlinn when i want. this whole grounded thing used to never bother me. i was always able to deal with it. but i sit in my room watchin tv or playing madden and i just am not happy. i constantly get up and start pacing my room and ( Read more... )

well like i said in my last update, im in philly at uncle g's house. its been pretty cool. me, matty (tons of fun) mike and antony played espn while getting a little....... drunk. then beanie came home ( Read more... )

im in philly up here at uncle g's house. score. im already half lit its the shit. i cant wait till saturday. im sorry ashlinn i didnt mean to hurt you this time. i didnt mean any of those things i said i swear. well i gotta go love you baby. me and beanie drinkin rolling rocks .... fun

oh my god im such a dumb ass. i flipped out like i always do about something i had no clue about it im such an asshole. i dont deserve to be alive i dont deserve ashlinn at all. why do i gotta be like that. i feel like complete shit now. i swear... i am so sorry ashlinn and everyone else ive flipped out on for know reaseon

wow i get on live journal over here at my neighbors house. i find out that some mutherfucker named adam is sending ashlinn pictures of himself naked. and she liked it. and she is all like i guess were even for the picture he had. well i say honestly fuck that. perry sent that picture to me over the summer in like fuckin august after i got back from ( Read more... )

yesterday was pretty fuckin cool. except for the whole thing with brietta and dempsey and ashlinn. i flipped the fuck out on brietta in the bus lane yesterday. she broke her promise to me. i was literally screaming at her. i cant believe what she fuckin did. i got to see ashlinn last nite it was cool. i got her part of her christmas present. i ( Read more... )

well its like 3:00 in the morning ( Read more... )