god damn it what the fuck. everytime something gets better something else happens. as soon as i get home from work lucy is sayin she knows bout me and ash havin sex. she started sayin that i am 18 and i could go to jail and what not. im being hammered and drilled bout it by lucy. so im like look her parents know and she is on tyhe pill. so lucy ( Read more... )

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another one down. another to end in a dump. i just for somereason feel down and dont know why. well i should get report card soon. hopefully by friday. i wanna be free of this horrible curse of a fuckin home. its just becoming.. i dont know what. i wanna see ashlinn. i cant stand this shit ne more. well im out. peace put.

chadalac

i love you

Every time our eyes meet ( Read more... )

It’s been one week since you looked at me ( Read more... )

the day troy aikman died he stood at the gates of heaven and met up with god. god smiled at troy and said welcome. now let me show you to ur house in heaven. when they got there troy just smiled. it was a cozy little shack with a faded cowboys flag in the window. troy then looks next door and sees a huge mansion paved with a eagles green sidewalk ( Read more... )

today was a just a regular old normal day. im just glad alot of things are back to normal... excpt for my homelife of course. i feel so alone sometimes... well most of the time. i dont talk to my parents. granted i chose it that way because how they go about things sometimes. its all just... blah. i hate them sometimes. hopefully i will get my ( Read more... )

well another day down... an incredibly horriffic nightmare. it truly was not good. ashlinn stressin + me stressin and bein the way i am = to many fights. but of course we are fine now. we talked it all out. i love how her and i after a little bickering can talk it out and be fine afterwards. i really love her. but i really do gotta do some changing ( Read more... )

for the last 8 months or so i have been writing poems and not have shared a single one with anybody. but im sharing two i wrote thursday or friday nite. i hope yall like em .. reply and tell me ( Read more... )

yesterday was a damn good day. the best part of it was seeing ashlinn. i love her so much. she got me a 20 dollar gift card to fye. my parents are getting me the printer i want to go along with my computer that i should get back tonoght. compusa calld a while ago and said it is ready. woo hoo. finally got my own computer in my own room. my dads ( Read more... )