Craigslist is apparently a useful website.  I ignored it because of its stigma, but I've already made a friend through there.  Hopefully it can find me a job, some people to play sports with and more friends...f5 time.

 I've been tired since like 8, went to bed early last night too.  Granted I didn't really "sleep" last night, I just had alpha/beta waves in me for many many hours, think I only slept like 4 hours, rest of the time was just...I dunno, drifting in and out of napping and daydreaming.  Not sure what this means, maybe I just need a full night of sleep ( Read more... )

 So much for doing things.  Went to head over to the Like's and/or see my Dad, go outside to my car...no car.  Call mother, she has my car as well as the keys to her car, so I have no vehicle for another hour or so ( Read more... )

 If I start doing things with my life, think I should return to using away messages on AIM?  Or should I wait until I have friends that care where I am for that?

 It was really nice weather this morning.  I almost wanted to put a shirt on to go run, but figured I'd be too hot mid-run for it.  My ankles were really hurting at the start, did some extra stretches to loosen them and eventually the pain went away, pretty sure this means I need new shoes.  Going to see if Cindy has the rest of my money for me now ( Read more... )

 I'm not very patient.  I need to work on this.

 It's good to be back.  Everything is well.  Drive wasn't that bad despite my mind being mostly negative and running circles around things first 3 hours.  But I was set from then point on.  Rest of the day was good, not as good as I wanted it to be, but I think I ended it well enough.

Oh and I believe I really need to find someone that can "handle" me, that can hold my accountable.  I need someone to tell me to stop being a whiny bitch about things when I'm being a whiny bitch.  Unfortunately, at least when I'm with such limited access, I have no one to do that.  She has not yet gained the confidence to tell me this, I'm hoping ( Read more... )

Drama drama drama ( Read more... )

I want to start off by saying that any and all complaining I do here is a vast improvement nonetheless for my life.  I'm posting so often not only because I'm bored (I'm almost ALWAYS bored at home anyway) but because I'm actually experiencing emotions these days.  A few years ago I stopped feeling anything but the occasional despair of how ( Read more... )