I think having a personal journal might work out best for me.

Bad Headaches.... thats all.

Anonymous...
who's 'we' when you say I am not moving anywhere? I'm sorry that you would think all this about me and cross judgement onto me without any explaination. Truely, I think I have definitely moved. I'm far away from what I WAS. I dont need your comments and cruelity. If you want to talk, say it to me and show yourself. Thats all I ask.

“I can’t feel anything anymore. Nothing. Ever. It’s pointless. Pointless. There’s no point. At all. There’s no point. There never was a point. I’ll never find one ( Read more... )

Every time I go to work, I get this creepy haunting feeling. It’s weird. Like, every time I look west at the mountains, I always get this lingering feeling. I don’t want to say it’s bad, because at the same time I feel good. I don’t know. It’s weird.

Dear anonymous,
I appreciate your doubt about me moving. But, above all people, I think I would know if I would be leaving or not. Besides, I really have no clue who you could be, so please, if there’s something you want to say to me, or let out, speak up. Don’t hide behind “anonymous.”

What’s this crap I talk about? I always jump into different personalities and say things that don’t even pertain to anything. I am so full of doubt of what I should believe. I guess I’ll never know anything or at least the truth until I pass ( Read more... )

It’s great to hear the insight of what you all think of what I write. But please, do me a favor, show yourself to me. Don’t hide because you are afraid of what I might say or do if I ever see you. I’m not the one to ever be mad, nor beat anyone down. So please “Anonymous,” show yourself ( Read more... )

I can't believe how tired I am. I really over work myself. After the past few months after all of the drama I put up with, its been nothing but non-stop working and homework. I'm always doing something now. I really never have anymore time to sit down and think anymore. So, if I dont keep this thing up to date, dont get mad or anything ( Read more... )

As I am clearly merging into this new me, I come to figure out some truth. Not of just myself, but of a lot of people. Every soul is responsible for its own experience. Part of the maturation is to draw out the “Honesty Cards” about oneself to the forefront of one’s awareness to choose the right action and the timing along with that. Not very many ( Read more... )