Sometimes I wonder if the whole world is built around me,not in an egotistical way but in a alone way, that everything around me is a bad movie and i'm completly alone.
Darkest secrets
anonymous
May 10 2006, 22:33:00 UTC
I'm a cutter with highly suicidal patterns. I have everyone convinced I don't do drugs anymore, but is a fake, I can not endure life, well, living without any sort of painkillers or something that would make go numb. Everyone thinks I don't injure my self anymore, another lie.
People expects me to be cute and happy but the truth is I just can't, I think I'm broken or something.
I can't stop hurting my self, I've tried, but I just can't. The world is not made out for me and I'm not cut out for the world.
1. I can't believe the things I did when I was younger. I had sexual contact with a friend of mine on almost a daily basis. Same gender. I was about eight or nine. I really didn't like them, I guess I just used them. That's the kind of person I am, I guess. I also can't stand being around them now
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-i have no intention to stop and dont see a reason to....
-ive never loved anyone....not even my ex that i was with for 9 yrs
-ppl who know me say im smart and a know-it-all .. in reality i usually make up what they think i "know"
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People expects me to be cute and happy but the truth is I just can't, I think I'm broken or something.
I can't stop hurting my self, I've tried, but I just can't. The world is not made out for me and I'm not cut out for the world.
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