so once I found this website that had the most wonderful peaceful games on it. it was an asian site. I miss it. I can't find it again...

i've lost something. But i don't know what.

i will...

eat more salad
say "i'm sorry" less
be happier
not get so excited about my birthday
remember that i am only the center of my own universe
try to grow up
work harder
get my art out there, somehow
paint more

(with so many resolutions i'm bound to follow at least one, right?)

http://picasaweb.google.com/earlyafternoonlight

some feedback would be great.

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wow. seeing the jpg next to the raw really makes me realize how much better raw is. here are my "learning to use the camera" pictures, unfortunatly these are the jpg versions due to time contraints,


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it's full of holes. holes are empty. can one be full of emptiness?

perhaps there is no such thing as emptiness. everything is space. so nothing is empty. everything is always full.

the optimist wins yet again.

i just remembered i had one of these. wow i was sad and depressed. no more! everyday i fall more and more in love with lucas. school is great and interesting, work is good and money is good. house people are good but i can't wait till liz and haley come back. i'm depressed a lot less often and i got an A on my first paper. life is good.

today sucked.

i feel lost; completely removed from the world. alone. if i just dropped off the planet i feel like no one would even notice. and i had such a good morning too, woke up next to my baby and he got me a cookie for breakfast. i freaked out and had a breakdown in my class this morning, and now i really feel kind of dead, empty, like i just want to ( Read more... )