never ever do fucking crystal meth.
EVER.

wheee. i'm fucken gone yoo... suicide bombers.. powww. ha. anyway. i did too many drugs today but i thought i would update. because! it's been a while. i'm talking to kara right now... just hearing her voice makes me so happy.. bahh. it's fucken .. early!!.. later-

Rahh. All I do is get high, haha. It's pretty damn funny.
Things are okay. I guess. They could be better, but I mean...

Who says life is easy? The job is never through...School gets out on Friday... I can't fucking wait. All I do is go high, not do my work &still pass with a 3.0... I can do most of that without waking up at 6in the morning thank ( Read more... )

  Yea yea, I know I'm behind. A LOT OF STUFF HAS BEEN GOING ON. Not really, but I wanted to at least pretend I have some sort of life these days. All I do is get high. Yea. I see Trevor every day, &.. he's ... changed. I no longer have feelings for him.. it's strange. The feelings I had for him no longer exist, &for some reason that leaves me ( Read more... )

Today we were v. drunk at school &had fun.. we meaning myself, Kara, Dava, David, Amber &Katie... GEEZ. I was drunk all day. Smirnoff Vanilla Twist.. m m mm m . We finished the whole bottle. HOLAY MOLAY.


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SO MUCH SHIT. WOWOWOW. Where do I start? Dad &I have NOT been getting along at ALL. I don't want to bore everyone with all the fucking details, because it contains just everything he says &does to hurt me. So I stayed with my mom for a while. Went to the hospital last night. UMM. Shit sucks.

  Well last night was supposed to be fun. It started out great. Kara came &picked me up with her brother, Adam, &we went to get alcohol from her cousin. Her cousin was so blown, it was hilarious. We were downtown, &I was afraid of the bums. Adam kept on yelling "Look a bum!" &he'd make me scream. Scary stuff ( Read more... )

Sometimes I don't know what to think of this world ( Read more... )

  I'M SO FUCKING STRESSED SO GUESS WHAT? MARRISSA GETS TO WRITE IN ALL CAPITALS FOR THIS ENTRY. IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT THEN FUCK YOU. K THANKS ( Read more... )

  I hate how everyone has somehow convinced themselves Trevor is some one "bad" for me. They all focus on how it all ended before, how he broke my heart, & the way it made me feel. These ignorant people can't even open their eyes & see that when I lost Trevor, my will to live went with him. It wasn't entirely his fault, but nobody can seem to ( Read more... )