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earth_to_amy

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Jun 25, 2005 13:26

so the only person who knew this before last night was andrew's girlfriend kelly. i don't know why i told her and no one else, it just popped out in the first e-mail i sent to her when she tried to contact me that first time after andrew went to jail. however, last night mike dragged it out of me and now the reality is starting to sink in ( Read more... )

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This may seem harsh, but it's my opinion.... wunderkin72 June 25 2005, 22:10:31 UTC

You need to stop hanging out with those people. User's and recovering user's who treat you like shit anyways..... I swear, everytime you talk about someone, all I can think is "Wow, why is she hanging out with that loser?" I know you're friends with Cappy, but he's a LOSER, who beat up on you. This new guy sounds lame, and sounds as if he keeps you around just to talk down to you because he's fucked up his life so bad he needs to feel better than someone ( ... )

krisphoto June 25 2005, 23:48:27 UTC

amy, you have enough friends that love you and won't bring you to this level, that you really, really, really need to stop with these complete losers that bring you to this level. i know i'm not close enough for you to actually run to whenever you have these issues (though i was during a week of this) you know you can get ahold of me at any time you need it. i don't care if you're calling me at 3:27 am on a work day, i would much rather be tired than let you keep doing this to your self. if nothing happens to you with the cops, you'll end up lucky, but really, how often can your luck hold out like that?
love ya! (so please, remember that when you want to do shit like this)

a thought... krisphoto June 26 2005, 01:25:47 UTC

getting away from all those influences is probably a pretty good idea. i'm in the process of looking for a place to live down here now. i'd love to find a two bedroom place and have you move down here with me. there's a pretty open job market here, so i'm sure you could find something. there's a local place that i know has na and i think a methadone clinic too (at the same place, if not, i'm sure there's one here.) maybe just getting away fom all those influences would help you.

crashgirrl June 26 2005, 20:29:49 UTC

waht have I done?

you've completed another cycle . Now you start the cycle again , what will happen this time ?

I think at this point you need to worry less about letting anyone else down , but more about letting yourself down .

And Mark , well , I think you know you need to not see him .

Just my two cents . I hope you don't mind .

When you were in high school , or maybe even earlier , what did you imagine would follow in your life ? What dreams did you have ?

earth_to_amy June 28 2005, 18:34:23 UTC

you guys brought tears to my eyes (good ones ( ... )

wunderkin72 July 4 2005, 04:27:15 UTC

We're having a 4th of July party tomorrow, you should come! It's going to be pretty tame, but we'll have yummy food and it will be very chill and relaxing. Just a few friends having a good time. It would be really nice to see you.... and we'll be here all day.
Miss you.
<3
-Lauren