a couple months after chris found out what was going on and started making me give him half of everything i bought (turned ot i wasnt the only one getting high before i went to diva's on tuesdays, while i was there chris was doing it with our roomate for at least 4 months), chris said we had to quit. i guess i didnt know about the psychological ( Read more... )

i actually wrote that entry yesterday, my compter mustve been screwy, tis my parents' after all ( Read more... )

as some may know i've finally admitted i was a heroin addict for two years trying to cope with the pain of fibromyalgia since the doctors wouldn't do a damn thing for me no matter how much i complained. i've been on a low dose of methadone for the last 3.5 months since i got out of detox (pure hell, apparently, they've never seen anyone get as ( Read more... )

well, chris got home at 10:30, at 11:30 he got on the computer and he's been on it since. he was going to bake a cake, he told me this at about 1:00. at 1:30 i asked him what he was cooking in the oven, he was baking a stoufer's mac and cheese. and i told him i thought he was gonna bake the cake and opened the oven and was wondering what the ( Read more... )

Today was really tiring ( Read more... )

so at 10am on thursday i suddenly get a phonecall from a number that looked vaguely familiar. of course, after one ring my phone died so i never had a chance to answer it. but it was my buddy jeff, and fortunately he was smart enough to leave a message, maybe because i've left a few with him. the weird thing was a) we havent seen each other ( Read more... )

well, another birthday gone by, and no party for amy. its kind of hard when all your family is at work or at meetings. at least i got to see my mom, grandfather, and sister. got cards and presents. my sister got me the cutest strawberry shortcake 35mm camera, it came with film that had 12 exposures on it! woohoo ( Read more... )

funny, i never realized how much i hated the way my journal looked until i changed it. but i love this dragonfly, it just screams "nude girls!" to me. what do you think?