you see, the problem with liberating oneself to actualize their true potential is that... there's too much freedom to choose!  i'm not sure which direction to turn necessarily but there's all this and all of that to pick from.  i hope that i'm doing it right.  that's my only wish... that i'm doing it the best i can and all the other choices i set ( Read more... )

an old woman lived with her son ( Read more... )

frighten me, in that there are so many of them ( Read more... )

i've been catapulted back into the realm of cyber reality.  people have a lot of myspace friends these days... do ya'll really have all those friends i wonder... should i try and make more cyber friends?  man, it's hard enough without all the added pressure of pop culture and cyber space taking the pinnacle of my reality pyramid.... i-pods and ( Read more... )

has it seemed lately as if time and space has been just flipped upside down? well maybe not so intense as that... but baby ... lemme tell ya. bitch been crazy and so have her tears! and something needs to back the fuck off i'll tell ya that much! god damn. lol. this weekend. will be amazing... the mountains have summoned and the owl answers ( Read more... )

it was nice to see you. it was nice to be near you. it was nice to have you next to me, in my bed... in my world for one moment. it would have been nicer had you yourself been so. and now it's back to the way we were...? i don't know. i know certain things... but there's something that you still do, it's just you. i need you not to look at ( Read more... )

"crazy weekend. lots happened, lots didn't. things were said, things weren't. people were hurt and people pulled it together (yes, including me... still pulling, but doing a pretty good job of it). he left on tuesday... yesterday. and he called to say he was home safe. and i'm working pretty hard to leave it at that. and yes there's doubt ( Read more... )

so much has happened over the past few weeks or so.  a lot of random events and thoughts just sort of threw me out to space to float it off a while.  the last couple have days have certainly provided enough to think on for a while...  of which...eh. not yet.

my new favorite web page... thanks jaime... ya'll check it out it's great!

http://swiftreport.blogs.com/news/2005/06/gay_coloring_as.html

sooooooooo sleepy. room... amazing. clothes... hung, folded, and otherwise... color coordinated and arranged by size and wearability in my closet. I HAVE A CHEST JUST FOR MY SKIRTS AND PAGANY THINGIES!!! i'm happy, was kinda in a funk, but i'm coming out... and just in time for some gaety! reasons being ( Read more... )