... how a lion becomes a mouse...

[earthdyedskremn]

i haven't felt well for the past two days or so... it's a mixture of wisdom teeth, lactose intolerance and frustration in general. i went to target today to get things for my new room, more specifically a bed device and some linens... a new pair of jambie pants and some wooden hangers. i'm glad to finally have a moment to claim my own. i left work

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[l0vemaiden]

I always hated eating alone. It made me feel strangely vulnerable. Like people knew what I was thinking or something. I enjoy it more now. I try to wind down and think about strange things. I stare at things (people are interesting to look at too but it's not as much fun when they notice). I read. I find that I'm getting to know myself...and can't really be alone if I'm with myself.

[neriate]

that is a concept my counselor tried to ingrain in me. apparently i had "invested too much emotionally" in others, while excluding myself. i realized the potential benefit immediately, but it took me a few years to really understand and put it into practice. i'm sorry i'm not contributing anything new... your words just struck a chord with me. :)

[l0vemaiden]

I wouldn't call understanding a cheap contribution. :) Thanks.

[earthdyedskremn]

ah the sweet sweet sound of the plucking of anne's chords... mmmmmm now that's hotter than a biscuit!