well i decided to write the story i started yesterday in the third person so without further ado ( Read more... )

well nothing big to report...life is good...i finished my isp. yes! god i hate that thing! life is good i got to talk to rachael for a little while on yesterday. and that was good. and also for the first time in four months, i don't have homework. double yes! anyway i've decided to give my readers more than my miserable ramblings to read each day. ( Read more... )

you ever get that feeling like everyone you love and care about are falling into an endless hole of depression and oblivion and you can't do anything to stop it? to be truthfull that's where i'm at right now. for example... rachael. every day she posts in her lj about how everything is getting her down, how life is so horrible. when we talk on the ( Read more... )

ugh! the world drives me nuts! everyone is so dull and have no mind of their own! they take only what everyone tells them and repeats them like freaking parots. is that what our world has come to? have we become a bunch of colorful birds that can copy? thats why i have friends like racheal. she has and she enjoys using it. i can have an intelectual ( Read more... )

have you ever had one of those days when you think that nothing can go wrong? good niether have i. well i've never had a whole day where i thought nothing could go wrong,but yesterday came damn close. and then i called racheal. i pulled up my chair getting ready for one of our hour long conversations. she picked up the phone and asked if she could ( Read more... )

well ladies and germs life's good. i met an amazing person yesterday. a certain eden prarie (did i spell that right?) she could make me laugh! something few people have ever been able to do. so racheal (please don't hate me if i spelled that wrong) you have acomplished something amazing.

the world worries me...life worries me. as i sit at this computer typing this i hear accross from me my classmates, mistaking koreans with indians. they laugh as they utter racial slurs not understanding what lays behind them. is this what our world is to come to? are these dunces the heiress of the empire that is humanity? and these creatures of ( Read more... )

well ladies and gentlemen, two days ago was april 05. life has changed much in the time between then and now. i find myself lost again. lost in life and perhaps lost in some thing else i'm not sure. what i am sure of is yet again i am emotionally, again the cold bastard that i once was. my seducer has left me. she told me she wasn't ready for a ( Read more... )

well ladies and gentlemen two days ago was valentines day. yes to all you single time visitors i am single. yet oddly i'm not miserable. and that's the game folks! for those of you who don't know life can suck balls. and let me say that it's a little salty. anyway it's odd that i'm not miserable, because with the aforementioned reason in mind i'm ( Read more... )

hello my fellow followers. today i come to you from the library. can everyone say lllll-iiii-b-b-b-rrrrrrrr-aaaaaa-rrrrrrrr-yyyyyyyyyy? i know i can. well any ways i have changed greatly from my last entry. it has probably been a very long time since the last time i have updated so i shall...well...update ( Read more... )