I just got back from europe and it is seven in the morning, but by my body's internal clock it is 11 at night, so im wide awake. its too early to call anyone and thus my time is spent changing my livejournal layout and contemplating the nature of life. im currently musing on ...why didn't i clean my room before i went on vacation...so they are ( Read more... )

What is the purpose of war in human society? Is it simply instinct, nature’s way of weeding out the weak or unintelligent? Is it biologically programmed into humans? Or is it a choice we have made, a choice, though gruesome, that allows human kind to have a purpose, a way of living that gives structure to our lives. To answer this we have to ( Read more... )

"hey dad, so did you hear about me getting 20,000 dollars a year to chapman ( Read more... )

so last night and this morning were some of the most amazing moments of my life. i feel so alive, the cool crisp air and the feel of the sun pouring over my face. i delicately paced out to the edge of the driveway and just to stand there and know you were in the house, comtented and i could breathe deep the purest air i've ever known. and i was ( Read more... )

so today i was amazed at the way i felt, just lying there in my bed with my foamy white comfoter all around us. and when you closed your eyes i would watch you, you were so beautiful it hurt. like that achy jittery love/pain that i get right under my ribcage. like its a miracle my skin can retain my heart because it wants to break right through the ( Read more... )

Hey sweetie, I know im not always so good at telling you what I think, or letting you know how much I care.sometimes I wish I could somehow let you see my thoughts and truly express how I feel but I cant. So sometimes its just easier to write things down, haha. In you I have found the most amzing relationship, you are always there for me when I ( Read more... )

and ya know what else makes me happy? the fact that we can have a bad night and not really work so well together, but we are both intelligent enough to recognize it when that happens and we can talk it out. being with you in the most mature relationship i have ever had, and it just blows me away. you are so incredibly sensitive, and you dont write ( Read more... )

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i miss livejournal. you've been such a good friend to me and i have been ignoring you lately in the face of the all powerful myspace. so...today. i wake up at like seven normal time and putz around on the internet for forever, just trying to waste time. i called skylar and dan and chris and paddy repeatedly trying to get a hold of one of them but ( Read more... )

hmmm...theres a lot going on in my life currently. school is crazy, i feel like im barely getting by. i've got this new relationship with dan that i feel like i kinda rushed into and on top of that im working and trying to be a good person and get enough sleep. so life is rather inseane. so here i am, curled up with some coco and its the first time ( Read more... )