yah, i've been writing in that, and i think i might make the switch permanet, cause the site is so much cooler than this one... but this will still be my depressed, everything about me journal. so oh joy ( Read more... )

yah, i've been writing in the journal that i let jordan read. heres the link. its just abunch of really random shit... should amuse you all.

http://shadowgrl999.mindsay.com/

I NEED A LIFE

PshycoKneviel006: yeaq ( Read more... )

i dont hate him. he's not as horrible as i thought he would be. right now i'm comming up with insane theorys on stuff, and wacked out stories ( Read more... )

that title looks funky... kevin spelled the wrong on his away message, it it would make me giggle, except i feel like shit and bitched out two of my friends today, and was ignored again by jordan when i tried to get my headphone back from him... bastard... god, i wish he would at least be consistant. either ignore me or dont... dont jump around ( Read more... )

1. Who are you ( Read more... )

Andrew thinks there's something wrong with me because i'm starting to smile more than i usualy do, when i'm not acting or lauhign my head off over something stupid, wich really only happens badly around sarah, who is also reading this, so she knows. but talking about it / kevin just got me thinking... I remember when we were all together at summer ( Read more... )

today was hell... as usual. I flipped out at my gym teacher. it was bad. i ended up almost having an emotional break down next to a soft ball field... somethings really messing with me, i guess. here ( Read more... )

second entrie in one day and i have no idea what to write about. i have a headache, i should eat, i talked to kevin, but since he's the only one who reads this thing anyways, theres really no point in recounting it... i feel like a piece of shit ( Read more... )

i've been reading my old journals.... i cant believe how idiotic i sound... i swear, something else has taken over my mind, for me to go from that to... what i am now, i guess. i'm seriously having a spleen atack over how idiotic i was. i truely loath my old self. now i just hate everything, but thats ok ( Read more... )