yah, the title means absolutely nothing... i did go to one last night... still a bit messed up cause i was actualy moving while being a freakish insomniac and bugging chelsea, wich was intensly amusing... at the time. we watched movies for a while. it was kinda like going to the movies, cept it was uncomfortable and it didn't have the cool ( Read more... )

nuthings going on except the usual soap opera shit that i expect on a daily basis... justin is being wierd and just made me sit through a half an hour of his screaming at the goddamed vidoe game he was playing. it was funny... for about the first ten minutes. but i dont really get why he wants me to just sit there and listen ot him yell. no ( Read more... )

yah, that title sounds so fucking gay... i'm at the library right now, reaking of lemon spritz cause the smoke wont come out of my god damned cloths... i'm gonna have to start bringing extras or something. i went shopping today with ashley... kind of. i mean, we went to a thrift shop and i got this tank top. we picked up Jacob at the school and i' ( Read more... )

OK, now that i know this wont be a complete waste of my life... wow, its been a while. i've been keeping a journal in writing, but its just so goddamed slow ( Read more... )

lets see if its still on read only mode. sorry, kevin, for this useless entry.

To know is to hate
To love is to lie
To take the bate
Means willing to die
To submit is to lose
To hold is to break
To die is to choose
To make your own fate
To kill is to save
To cry is to feel
To take what you gave
Is admitting what’s real

I got in a discussion in global history. We were talking about the devil, Lucifer, who is a he. The Roman Catholic Church made him a guy. I was just thinking about how much this contradicts all other theories presented by that church. If woman is the root of all evil, because she gave Adam the apple, then why is she not the devil? Because if men ( Read more... )

life is choosing what pains you, not avoiding pain.

Choking back a thought ( Read more... )

(lights up, l is in the back of spanish ( Read more... )