Oh my god. I haven't been on here in sooooooo long.

I am in college. I am in college! It feels damn good, what feels even better is that I get to go home this weekend. Pittsburgh, that is. I mean, I moved to York, PA simultaneous to moving into my dorm, but York doesn't feel like home and my mom is still living with my aunt and uncle and I have ( Read more... )

Why did Maika cut off her lovely locks? I will tell you, children, sit aside my campfire and listen awhile.

I did it because I got rejected from Bryn Mawr College (BMC), the school of my dreams, I put my heart into the application process. 
Everyone said, "You're a shoe-in!" and "You'll get in, no doubt about it!". In fact, I was so sure I'd get ( Read more... )

I need to rant because some stranger was an asshole to me for NO REASON! Okay, here's the backround: Some creepy random straight guy who goes to Temple sent me a message on myspace and I talked to him on AIM, then he wanted to talk to me on Facebook. But I was getting REALLY BAD VIBES from him, he seems a little creepy, so I blocked him. THEN, he ( Read more... )

I AM BALD!!! Well, I have a buzz cut, there is "a quarter of an inch" on my head, so said Mary-ann who shaved me. :D I FEEL SOOO LIBERATED! FREE! I feel truely beautiful for the first time in my life ( Read more... )

Even if you are an asshole to him, he will remain faithful because real or not he sees something in you that only you possess and it makes you special to him. He has grown attached over the two years of knowing you and whether you go weeks or months without talking to him, he still feels the energy that you give off. And granted he sounds crazy ( Read more... )

THERE IS STILL HOPE!!!

EDIT: Actually, now it kinda sounds like a crap school--cockroaches in the showers, unmotivated people who get high a lot, Oh well... Temple will be alright--at least it's clean and they have a lot of different majors...

OH my god. Oh my god. OHMIGOD!

So... I went to my school counselor today and I was like, "tell me everything ( Read more... )

Some people say when I tell them where I am ultimately going to college, "Well... that's a pretty good school!" and, "You'll do good there!"

Well first of all, it's "well", as in, "you will do well there". SECOND OF ALL, THAT IS NOT WHERE I WAS FUCKING MEANT TO BE!!!

I, Maika, was meant to be at a small, liberal arts college with a feeling of ( Read more... )

"OH Mel, I think you may need to receive a phone call from yours truely. You are magnificent and I know how it feels to be so goddamned tired of it all. I, myself, am tired of waiting for something expected to happen, and tired of in that time of waiting having all the unexpected happen, and I'm tired of being captive in high school and taking ( Read more... )

All of my dreams of which I was so sure. All of my hopes. Gone. And I cannot pay for the education at Temple--I am not poor enough for their funding, but not NEARLY wealthy enough to pay for a year. I am going to go to a public college. A public school with a bunch of people who do not want to learn as much as I do, a bunch of alcoholics at age 18 ( Read more... )

I want to make out... REALLY badly.