When you feel like you've lost the one you dreamed of spending the rest of your life with, what do you do? Where do you go? How do you heal? It's been months since we've "broken up" and yet, neither of us knows how to let go. How can you be friends with someone to whom you'd become so close? How do you go backwards? And it's crazy because, we both ( Read more... )

Two years ago today, he made me the happiest girl alive.
Today it just isn't quite the same.

As long as we've got time, this ain't goodbye.

Watching Tron: Legacy didn't even make everything better, it usually does ( Read more... )

I never really let myself be sad about the break up. I think the holidays are making it hard for me right now. I heard some Christmas music today and I got really sad and I didn't expect that to happen. I think it finally sunk in and started hurting. I need to get through one more week of school and then I can hurt all I want. Just one more week.

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You know that one song you won't listen to because it makes you too sad, you save it for when you are really really sad, I'm almost ready to listen to that song. I'm sort of in a San Diego/San Francisco limbo. I'm done being home for the summer but haven't quite started school yet. It also doesn't help that AJ is gone until who knows when. I think ( Read more... )

Sigh.

The other day I was thing about colours, black, white, yellow, etc . . . but more in the terms of application to skin colour. I wanted to know A) when being white became a bad thing & B) why we really had to distinguish being white or black or any other colour anyway? I feel like there are numerous instances when being white is seen as bad because ( Read more... )

I'm so in love.
I can't even pretend I'm not.

Sometimes my heart hurts a little.
Most of the time it doesn't.
But sometimes, sometimes I can't pinpoint what I'm feeling.

I love you.

my life.