i was never so paranoid until i met you. but paranoia will destroy you. so i DONT care.

funny how it is when you think about it.

Hi, I'm posting in here because i wake up super early and i'm too nervous to sleep. I'm a nervous wreck because I know i'm going to lose two things this week. One of them is my life. But they'll never know. I understand now that nobody ends up with who they are truly going to want to end up with. It's just one more depressing thing about this world ( Read more... )

all i want is simple. so shoot for what you want, together, instead of dealing with what you have. how simple is that when you have each other? isn't it worth it. sometimes, love is enough.. when you really try to make love work in ways that aren't written in books. ways that fit the situation.

Summer=) I've been out a week now... i got a 3.6 for the term and brought my accumulative GPA to 3.0.. so I am all good. All ive been doing is studying the praxis math. I'm pretty sure i'm going to pass. I am reteaching all kinds of math to myself.. geomatry, mathematical ideas, algebra(which is easy anyway) and things i just did not pay attention ( Read more... )

=) schools done. i've worked hard and it's so weird about the people that bloom and wanna to do things all of a sudden when nice weather comes about. i am taking full advantage. i worked hard, there is nothing wrong with innocent fun. and living life to the fullest with the people you love ( Read more... )

It hurts to know, that of all your girlfriends, i am the only girl you can trust. i'm the true one who cares more than all of them. yet, deep down you will never trust again. i'd never do anything to rip your world apart. because i love you, and i never would do that to a person in general. i wish that these girls who came before me didn't ruin it ( Read more... )

i hate how i have to plan to do things around how i feel during the day. i have to do things early because i know around.. 5 p.m. i won't really have the attention span to do it. or.... i won't have energy. i can't procrastinate. or i will just be like fuck it. and i just can't enjoy the day knowing i have 500 things to do. and, there are some ( Read more... )

i have been driving myself crazy in my head. why does it seem like i am the only one. why can't i feel anything with any human being. i think it's the time to lock myself up and not be apart of anything. i hate this because i sound like a stupid five year old girl. but i wish i could just show how i feel. you know, everyone has problems. so do ( Read more... )

it is odd to me how professional some things have to be. i just sent an email to a lady who is reviewing portfolios to get into the education program. i sent her an email asking her when the summer submission was, first she did not answer my question.. she sent me directions on how to do the online portfolio, which i already did and rambled on ( Read more... )