Memories of childhood hold her dignity ( Read more... )

keeping my fingers crossed

i miss petey so fucking much., hes my baby brother that went away and will never come back. i cannot accept it i just cannot accept it. 10 years old and hes been with us ever since, how do these things happen? how can there be so much pain? i dont understand it and neither do you. honestly i cry every night. it hurts so much. denial. its all cause ( Read more... )

sometimes i feel like im the laziest person i know. and i like it.

i cant believe hes really gone.

I can't believe how much I am learning at strasberg and especially in this class. I have a new found love and appreciation for film and all the science surrounding it. We watched Raging Bull and he fed us worlds of information which hieghtened the experience. and it was exactly that. an experience. This man is a genious , and is so modest about ( Read more... )

the fact that i get so upset and accusing so fast really says a lot doesnt it.

is it possible to just be friends with someone if you both have an obvious attraction to each other ( Read more... )

seems like this subject is all too familiar lately ( Read more... )

right now, in seven days, i will be collapsing in my bed full of ease and spiritually connected to the gods of happiness for i will have breathed the same air as them.