I wonder if anybody reads this.

WHAAAM - what else

man, i m tired. altough i slept the whole night, puuh...
nothing else interessting

i haven't updated for a long time... a real long time...
i worked for university so hard and on sep. 15th i finally finished my work. one hour later, i was on my way for a 5 day holiday to hang loose and let my soul drift in thoughts. it was veeery nice.
i read homer's ilias... interesting but hard to read. and i really didn't know it ends with the ( Read more... )

I'm lost. I'm lost since summer '00. Nobody seems to recognize it. What have I done? Why have I done it? Why didn't I talk about it? Why can't I turn back time? Just for a moment. Just a minute there and then dying.
Where have I lost love for myself?

This calls for 118 118

Sometimes I hate myself and life at all. Since yesterday a phase has come where I hate ev erything and especially myself. I should have drunken more (alot more). fuck! end of everything

Some things I should buy and forget every time I'm in a shop or in the city:

• a new toothbrush
• razorblades (maybe actually a new razor)
• batteries for the remote control
• new jeans
• a white t-shirt

last few days really were stressyand today i had my exam. puuh... after thhree and a half hours of working and writing bout e-commerce i crawled out of the instiute. and now i really feel comftable and relaxed.
yesterday one of our cats had anaccident with a big mower. she will have her left fot amputeed.
i tink i'll drink my glass of wine and then ( Read more... )

I fell it. Summer is coming here. Yesterday we had +4°C and today bout +24°C. Sun was shining the whole day. Strike.