Matt and I haven't talked in a while, and you know, it feels really good to be over it. Feelings will always linger, we talked about that.. but it truly is over.. and for a while, I guess it was one of those things that I didn't really believe and neither did he.. and then he said something, and the way it started off just like hit a spark in my ( Read more... )

"Poets often describe love as an emotion that we can't control, one that overwhelms logic and common sense. That's what it was like for me. I didn't plan on falling in love with you and I doubt if you planned on falling in love with me. But once we met, it was clear that neither of us could control what was happening to us. We fell in love, despite ( Read more... )

before i said that i knew who i wanted. and now im completely clueless. there is this one guy, who i was crazy about. and somehow we always managed to keep coming back to eachother and it always seemed to go wrong. it was like a completely cycle and it was just the way things seemed to work out. but then i met somebody else. he makes me smile and ( Read more... )

We'll do it all ( Read more... )

In the past several weeks. My eyes have been opened quite a bit. I found 2 people that i would never think to find, acting 2-faced around me. I thought they were my friends. Hell i thought they were good friends. And now. i can honestly say i hate them and they can rot in hell. To Be honest, i dont say this to be mean, but when you fuck with me by ( Read more... )

Jessi is amazing. like she's a really cool gal. im stoked to have met her.

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^-- See what i mean!!!!

Last night was great. it made me so fucking happy. i went to the Church of Nazarene and saw a show. with Megan and Elise. Stones Overturned, Valvalis, and Anapra played. ive missed them. as well as my friends at the shows.. and Pastor Steve. they make me happy and are really cool. Pastor Steve even asked about how Emily was and whatnot. And i told ( Read more... )

i got back from Colorado last night, and like our plane was 2 hours late. and we gave our tickets away and said we'd take the later flight because the new plane was smaller so we gave up our seats and took the later flight. and with this being said, we got free 1st class tickets, and we got free tickets to anywhere in the US ( Read more... )

i havent written here in a while. and honestly ive never held a pupose for a journal thing. generally when i vent, i'd rather people not hear about it. because then they worry and i would rather them not. im not the type of person to share my problems with others. generally speaking im not a problem person, i hate drama, and im nowhere near emo. ( Read more... )