i completly forgot i had one of these things. things have been nuts lately. the girls are back,i broke my foot causing me to wear this really ugly boot,i'm moving into a new house with meghan and jordan,i have the most amazing boy! i just got back from pensacola lastnight after being there for 5 days. i have never been so worn out and tired in my ( Read more... )

i dont even know how to feel anymore. i have so much hate and bitterness. i'm REALLY trying to let go. i feel i'm stuck in a rut. where do i go from here? i just want to love and be loved..

i feel so free.

i love you to death but, you have to go home....!

i really love my life!!!! and my frans!!!! and Avistele!!!! and all the money i'm making!!!! and the rolls and reggieman i'm going to buy tonight!!!!

i'm in a permanant good mood and its greaat. thank you Citalopram!!!!

so much is changing. and fast! jordan and meghan are moving in a few days to Arizona. for as long as i can remember those girls have been my family,my world,my life. its going to be so weird without them here. but its such an amazing oppurtunity i wish them nothing but the best! this really is what all of us needed..as sad as it is to say that. we ( Read more... )

i had not one,not two but THREE mental breakdowns yesterday. and i dont even think it was because of Valentines day. even though this is like the only vday i havent had a valentine. whatevs. i'm just really unhappy with myself. i sat in bed lastnight for almost an hour and just cried. i've been working so hard to loose weight and i feel like i've ( Read more... )

i'm sitting in a fort me and Carly made today out of the couches and blankets. its brilliant! i feel 5 years old again. we literally sat in it all day long and watched summer heights high on youtube and tried to take resien hits because i'm a baser and very broke. haaa, i love sundays. i'm also really in love with Pensacola. me JJ and Car went down ( Read more... )

i hate everyone. introuduce me to someone REAL!

i think its taken me 19 years and someone atleast once a day telling me that i'm weird..to finally realize i am ( Read more... )