yeah so today i was working at the lawn club with stacey & then i got a call from ed dudak.. and he told me about how ripper past away. my heart stopped and i couldnt say anything i couldnt even breath. ripper was a great kid and i wish i hungout with him more he always told me to call him but everyone kn guyows that im bad at calling people back ( Read more... )

IM MAKING MY LIFE MORE PRIVATE!


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lifes kinda fucked. no good guys to talk to.. no good people to be around other than my usuals... and i dont know that shit confuses me as well because sometimes i feel like i dont belong anymore=[. eh i dont know.. i just really feel like crying all the time.. but i dont like crying its fucking weak.. so instead im this angry little asian mess. ( Read more... )

i dont know anymore, i hate school and everything about it other than my loveley chicks<3. i dont want to put anymore effort into school because obvisouly im not going to get into any college because i suck at life. im ranked 214 out of 251 and my unweighted gpa is like a 1.5.. im not going anywhere am i. I havent signed up for SATs yet and trust ( Read more... )

someone tell me is livejournal like boring now?! am i wasting my time?

okay so second entry one day no replies no worries:).. im really worried about college i havent given it a second thought and i really should be. i mean colleges want applications now and i dont even know where i want to go.I would personally love to go to boston .. i love boston more than anything everything about it is graciouse to me. the people ( Read more... )

i miss livejournal. i totally forgot about livejournal because myspace took over my life. and my kids. :). yesturday was so much funnnnn i drank so much jager<33 i love him but anyways it was just me and my homies hanging out at gulf beach being drunk assholes and i was possibly the biggest crack head yesturday. i told stacey that i had never felt ( Read more... )

hows everyones summer going!? i never update this thing anymore.. how are you all loves?!

i hate this stupid weather