I am so lonely.

I love Bryan Lazur more than anything else in the world. And I want to marry him. I want to be tied to him forever. Things my night always be perfect but its always worth it. Tonight I said out loud "you complete me". Cheesiest, most over used line ever, but its exactly how I feel.

I just had to get that off my chest.

( cat )

I wish they'd write a "How to be more like Edward Cullen Manual" for guys. Sigh.

hi LJ, how have you been? I've been mediocre ( Read more... )

I wish I hadn't stopped writing in here on a regular basis ( Read more... )

Seeing as school resumes on Monday, I thought it would be a good idea to logon and check my King's e-mail.  I had a lot of junk and one message from the registrart.  Which said:

Registrar’s Office

Erin Rowan                                            Box:  871                      January 8, 2009

581 Gibson Avenue

Kingston, PA  18704

Re:       ( Read more... )

 In 5 days I am going to be a senior in college. I dont know whether to smile or cry. I'm kind of excited but kinda scared out of my mind. As much as I sort of hate myself for how i acted the first two years of college...i do miss being so carefree and always having fun. I'm scared. I need to get really good grades this year. And then i need to get ( Read more... )

It's weird how little time i spend online anymore.  I could go days at a time and not miss it.  In high schoool i would spend hours every night online, chatting to people or checking myspace or this religiously. I can remeber sophmore year of high school so well. Sara and i would go for walks or shit around at the park almost every night and ( Read more... )

 I was just reading through my old entries in here(looking for something) from junior year. Its weird. I remember it soooo vividly i just cannot believe it was 4 years ago. But then again, so much as changed since then. I graduated and before i know it I will be graduating again, but this time from college. Its a scary thought. I always thought I ( Read more... )