fuck i am wiped ( Read more... )

so i went to the taping of the conan o'brien show today ( Read more... )

so in about 11 weeks i will be half way done with my program at school.
in about 11 weeks i will potentially be going to Pebble Beach, CA for my extern.
in a few days I'll be 21.

I was there as a friend.
to talk to about whatever, to cry to about whatever.
To be there whenever.

Find somebody else.

I quit.

Barely 12 years old ( Read more... )

Today at work, I was told that I look good in yellow. I've never been told that before.

tomorrow is going to be ridiculously fun ( Read more... )

this is probably the most lost i've felt in my entire life. 3 years later and its all gone. she was the best thing that ever happened to me. we've been through so much together. the hardest times in my life aside from this was getting discharged from bootcamp. she was there the whole way. the only person that sent as many letters as my parents. ( Read more... )

thats that i guess.

i don't really understand it.but i do.

I've come to the realization that I am not happy or comfortable with myself...and that I cover up this insecurity with comedy and laughter ( Read more... )