Comments | eatmywords09: I'm a rubbish Juliet, but he's the only Romeo

eatmywords09

I'm a rubbish Juliet, but he's the only Romeo

Mar 29, 2010 14:29

Term's nearly over bar one pointless 2 hour Dramaturgy class tomorrow. Half the year have flown home or gone on holiday, lol! It'll probably be me and about 3 other people.

Feedback week depressed me b/c all their criticism was exactly what I'd expected; 'You're great at language, now you've got to release physically.' 'Embrace your wildness.' 'Get ( Read more... )

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angelic_brat March 30 2010, 02:22:12 UTC

Honey, I'm getting worried about you. : (. Wouldn't the Juliet comment make up for any lack of deep comments from the other teachers? Is "like working with you" really such a great comment, when you have other strengths which they mention? If you need an identity I guess it's the Shakespeare genius now, non? : P

Try and find it in yourself to believe what Alex sees in you.. Not just Alex but all your friends too. We all thing you're amazing, so you can't be all that awful. And don't beat yourself up for feeling depressed. From experience, living on your own is dangerous business when one is prone to depression. But I don't think there's anyway around it, is there? Be especially careful with the not eating, ok sweetie? Hugs. Hope you feel better soon.

eatmywords09 March 30 2010, 19:35:03 UTC

I found out last night that even if I got the Seagull, the performance dates clash perfectly with the play he'll be doing in the summer; so I have now just about hit rock bottom. The one person I want to be in the audience won't be there.

angelic_brat March 31 2010, 05:46:11 UTC

: (. Have you done the Seagull auditions yet? How'd it go? I think that is utter heartbreak, but I think it's a true test of strength for you to be able to do it. It's low, I can imagine the suckiness, but though he may not be able to watch you but you'll still have to make him proud and act your best for him. This is bound to happen over a million times over the course of your lovership, for you and for him. He'll hopefully catch your next one. And the one after that, and maybe not the one after that. You know?

Can you get involved in the play he's doing, if the Seagull doesn't work out?

minds_been_lost April 5 2010, 17:15:03 UTC

You are an awesome person, Ailsa. You need to believe that, because it's true.

eatmywords09 April 10 2010, 22:01:18 UTC

Thanks so much, lovely; what a kind thing to say.