Less than awesome occurings:

• Am without laptop for at least 2 weeks whilst being repaired.. Fuck. Found company that hires it out but yet to discover if I can afford it.
• Really shitty relationship with Dad at home. We're back to the usual war.
• Depression still kicking in.
• Reunion dinner with school friends was...disappointing... Due to Hannah, the girl ( Read more... )

Term's nearly over bar one pointless 2 hour Dramaturgy class tomorrow. Half the year have flown home or gone on holiday, lol! It'll probably be me and about 3 other people.

• Feedback week depressed me b/c all their criticism was exactly what I'd expected; 'You're great at language, now you've got to release physically.' 'Embrace your wildness.' 'Get ( Read more... )

Oh my God, I have the next two days (bar the evenings) completely FREE. So so good.

RADA:      Our play, Spring Awakening, went very well. Had amorphous feedback until during the debrief, the director turned to me and said, "You were very good". Bit tactless, saying it just to me but it felt great! Amazing seeing friends act, in a way we've never ( Read more... )

Urgh, that was not a good weekend. Poor Man was very ill, which obviously was sucky for him but also for me. And reaffirmed my worthlessness. He keeps saying, 'you make me happy by yourself, I love you' and 'I don't think of you in terms of usefulness, it would be bad if I did' but I see no evidence of it. He made me listen to it in the car and ( Read more... )

We did a run of our badly translated playreading last night and it went surprisingly well. However thrown in with general good feedback, the director informed me solemnly that I've lost a lot of weight :-/ What? I'm sure I'd be the first to notice. But yeah, my average lunch consists of a bread roll, some melon pieces and a massive piece of cake. ( Read more... )

Urgh. I hab a cold; my dose is like Niagra. And I have Choral Singing in an hour, awesome. It's tipping down with rain and I wish we didn't have Classical Text later. Such a frustrating class- no, Shakespeare didn't write that cause of the plosive letters & so the reader is filled with a sense of rage and betrayal, he wrote it cause it RHYMED.

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Monday mornings are nice and gentle because they start with Alexander Technique (lol....pulled a muscle during love-making at the weekend but said to Man, "Well, Alexander Tech will sort it out" and he said, "You could argue that Alexander was the cause" ahahaha) Weekend was just lovely all round. He went to see Habit of Art at the National, loved ( Read more... )

I disappeared because, frankly, things have been really good on the RADA front but shitty on the Man front till now.
RADA acting exercises gone really well, to the point where the teacher John wishes he could have recorded one that my friend Josh did. Been able to at least bear up under the shittiness thanks to Josh outside class too; he's been ( Read more... )

Oh my God, so scary, I'm in RADA library waiting for Man to finish his first round audition... saw his speeches and loved them all. It is a-SNOWING here. Bit chilly. But been doing George Bernard Shaw research half-heartedly but now too nervous thinking about Alex to do anything else. Wish him luck!

He made it the best year so far.

( A lovely conversation that sort of fixed all of yesterday )