for fun, i decided to check out my livejournal. i havent posted in a year and its amazing to say so much has changed in a year. i feel like i should keep this private from now on, for jobs and other reasons.

disney was incredible, for the most part. i finally felt really connected to my group of friends. last night shattered all of my thoughts. i cannot wait until i can meet "real" people who arent cocky for no reason. june 19th will be a major turning point in my life, thank god.

i have to write a self-analysis paper for psychology. i dont want to reveal the past four years of my life to my psych teacher, she doesnt deserve to know.

In my British Lit course (Enlgish 4 Honors), my class had to do a large project on the analysis of tweleve poems from the Seventeenth Century. The series of 350-word essays that concludes this introduction is part of my project. They basically give a quick summary of how I've been feeling about certain issues. Each one immediately became ( Read more... )

eh. something doesnt feel right, and im not happy about it.

Austin’s Autobiography:When I first sat down to write my autobiography, I began to complain to one of my best friends from camp. Instead of writing about my life, I asked her to write about it for me. She described my life in a few short sentences ( Read more... )

why do i always hurt the people that i love the most?

it all started with trying to write my college applications essays, and it hasnt stopped since ( Read more... )

although i am excited for the next few years of my life at college, i am in no way prepared to begin applying.

therefore, my anxiety levels are at an all-time high. i am constantly paranoid and bothered by the simplest issues.

when will this stop?

at the moment, im in love and life is treating me quite well.