well this past weekend was alright. i hung out with friends mostly. my birthday was pretty good. it just sucks cause ive been thinking so much lately and i get all down cause i want a girlfriend. its pathetic! i want that more than anything and it sometime seems like thats impossible to find. i still have a crush on the same person and i want to ( Read more... )

well i havent updated this in awhile. but anyways im just sitting in english class bored as fuck. i havent really been doing much lately. ive just been working and hanging out with friends. school sucks! i thought i was gonna be able to get my shit together and do my work but that didnt really work out. the other night i went and saw against me ( Read more... )

hello. ive been in a weird mood latly. i still have no idea if i like school or not. i like it i just feel so lost. i miss my friends and the friends i do have at manatee i barly ever see.but anyways......i still really need a girlfriend. i miss having someone so much. it seriously seems like im never gonna find the right person for me. it sucks! ( Read more... )

well the past few days have been interesting. i started school at manatee. i like it alot but its just weird cause i only know a few people. hopefully ill meet more people soon. i really want a girlfriend but that dosnt seem like its gonna happen anytime soon. i guess i need to stop trying to find one and just let it happen. but its driving me ( Read more... )

wow. alot of stuff has been happening latly. last night was sooooooooo fucked up. i had alot of fun but i did some stupid stuff. im seriously so sick of summer, i really want school to start! tuesday im going to manatee to pick my classes and everything. im really excited. all i need is a girlfriend now! im seriously going crazy being alone.

sometimes i feel like im all alone. like i have no one to talk to or anything. i really miss having a girlfriend.

well i havnt done anything latly. i had a party last night cause my mom went out of town. my house was so trashed. i cleaned for like 3 hours straight. ive been really down the past few days. just alot of shits been going on. but anyways i got alot of pics developed so heres some of em..........


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well yesterday i got home from GA. i had alot of fun but its good to be home. maggie and i broke up but it was for the best. i still really miss her. last night was really fun. it was the first time in a long time i got to hang out with all my friends it was really fun. and i finally got to see alkaline trio! it was the best fucking show ever. ( Read more... )

ok well tomorrow morning at like 5 im leaving for GA.. ill be gone for like 10 or 11 days. i wish someone was coming with me. my mom thinks im gonna fall asleep when im driving. it wouldnt suprise me if i did. shes freaking out. but ya i love you all and ill miss you like crazy! heres some pics.....


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well latly ive been pretty bored. alot of sleeping and cleaning. the other night i went out to dinner with some friends and last night i went and saw batman with taylor and sam. fun stuff. i leave sunday for GA. im excited but its gonna be so fucking hard to leave so i dont know whats going to happen. the summer is going by so fast! it really sucks ( Read more... )