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[eatyourwordsnow]

i feel extremely depressed tonight. it's... painful. i wish i was a better, less selfish, cold hearted person. empathy is extremely hard to come by tonight. lately i haven't been caring if my friends are happy or sad or anything. i told my mom and she said, "well you are bipolar, it is an egocentric disease." and for some reason, that hurt more

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[eatyourwordsnow]

i'm trying so hard, but sometimes it just feels like i'm drowning. i try to forgive, but so many people won't let things go and just keep bringing them up over and over again. i'll explain something, and they'll keep asking over and over and over and it's exhausting. i'm worried about telling my boyfriend because he has so much of his own stuff to worry about.