it's wacko, making this here "friends only." but i didn't realize how many browsers i have, people who probably assume that the blog of "that guy who does freezerburn" would be full of accessible art/philosophy and fringe-counterculture reporting for posterity. it's not. it's me musing about personal events after getting good and snookered. ( Read more... )

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oh yeah....friends-only might become the norm for this journal, from now on.

any anonymous fans out there, speak now or forever hold your piece.

as emotionally draining as it has been, i'm still happy to have been a pallbearer at my great-auntie's funeral. she was one of the good ones, to the point where at age 85 she drove her own self to her final, fatal doctor's visit. she was one of the few members of the family---and lord knows, i'm hardly in touch with any family members these days, ( Read more... )

hmph. third night in a row of being sick, and in 3 nights i've missed 4 shows. and not just shows, but i'm missing friends and companions and all those life-enriching variables. which means i'm isolated in a cold room and quite cantankerous indeed. worse yet, since yesterday, my condition has worsened....in medical parlance, "deteriorated ( Read more... )

o lordy, i finally became sick for the first time since 2006. still am quite sick, actually. we're talking the common cold, but intensified....i spent yesterday being pinned down by my head, fighting some whanging migraines. these illnesses are the worst, because they infect your DREAMS. you know how it goes....anytime you finally, thankfully pass ( Read more... )

lately, all has been a blur of either work-for-hire (quite literally, some flyers i do for shows are for bands i will never see, even hear) or are a literal blur, vision and all, spinning from intoxication. lately there has been a lot of goofy fun, but zeroing in on that declaration, i note that everyone around me has been having goofy fun. a ( Read more... )

bingey purgey store action commenced with painting the interiors of the location with quease-inducing dayglo and black, all me and apop regs (melissa/tiffany/dustin) and one radio show host extraordinaire (ashley), and beer and the smiths on the stereo, and we ended up on an overhanging roof of the building, which offers quite a lovely view of the ( Read more... )

so for the sake of keeping verbal abuse to a minimum, i haven't even asked the kiwi if new zealanders find the term "kiwi" offensive. sort of like how white americans are classified as a bunch of crackers, and black americans are classified as....well, you get the picture. but for a horrifically cold day, with arctic winds playing nonconsensual ( Read more... )

being the eveningwise peculiarities of myself, dustin, ashley and kurple, expensive alcohol, x-acto knives, the fur trade, loaded guns, evisceration, swastikas, meat cleavers, pop music, microwaving, comraderie, and a few et ceteras. i hear later on, after i left, dustin and ashley shot guns at dead rats. binge-n-purge will be opening soon. alright ( Read more... )