acushionedblow

I'm quitting this journal..I've grown far too much this summer. so I'm changing it...I'll write another journal and give ya'll my new name.

jesus fav swear: u'd love it if my bro were gay ( Read more... )

well today went by s l o w l y. But all well that ends well. It was a pretty good day. I spoke to Whitney, which is good...I was worried about her, haven't seen her at school, then heard she had a breakdown...which is not good..espically when I'm not there to help her..I feel inadeqate...or something like that ( Read more... )

Went out last night, had fun. I got to see someone I don't get to see too much anymore.

Life is a bit listless right now...waiting for something worthwhile and interesting to come along..^^

Today has been emmotinally and physically draining. Mainly emmotionally. I thought a lot about what I need and why I do the shit I do. Like, in realtionships, I'm not high maintainance as long as I get to see you, and get attention. I don't take long to get ready..and omg can still look somewhat decent. Which is more than I can say for my esx ( Read more... )

Even in smiles I wish to cry...topping on the effin cake.

When someone asks another person out, and then that other person says yea, then you're going out! Right? How can anyone mix singnals? w/e I'm just a bit confused, and hurt, and Idk..I wanna cry.

Some things are just too good to be true, espically for me. Idk!!!!!!!!!!!

I just want to throw my head into a pillow and scream until I explode.

Friday night, we had a flight. Our balloon-Sunfire, was set to lift off out of the feild and ew were to hit a target put down by the lead balloonist. So we got off the ground, and we were chasing the balloon. Du to Baton Rouge traffic, we lost him. By the time we found him he was sitting in a field of shrubs and sticker bushes and small trees. So ( Read more... )

I am currently in Baton Rouge! Finally out of the house, and I am happy ( Read more... )