I'm going to sound a just a little cryptic with this, but I really don't want to talk/write about much of anything at the moment, I'm just hoping that maybe if I write a bit it'll somehow magically help a bit. I've also been thinking about moving this to a different url, so anyone that wants it can IM me for the new one ( Read more... )

Yeah, wonderful person that Laura is, she read through this. You'd think with her own damn computer she'd manage to give me some actual privacy. I really would not mind if she had actually asked and stayed away from the private entries. What's public is pubic and what's private is private for a reason. If I wanted to tell her something that ( Read more... )

Squeedom to the max. Pretty darn good past three days for a few reasons. Loving all of my classes, especially biology and guitar, even if I am kinda worried that guitar is going to be all classical (at least I'll be force to practice a lot more than I do now). Also a little scared I'm not taking enough classes, but I'm forcing myself to go talk ( Read more... )

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Doing okay, I guess. Not particularly feeling much of anything, so I guess it's better than feeling depressed & such... okay, that's a lie. I'm anxious about school Thursday. I think this is the first time I'm not looking forward to it, mostly because of the whole deal with the group I hang out with turning out to be.. what would the word for ( Read more... )

Updating on regular intervals is teh suck and you know it ( Read more... )

Haven't been updating much as of late... not really much going on except realizing the average person, in souther California at least, is a complete asshole. But I'm lucky enough to know a few nice people. I just have to hope I haven't somehow become one of the assholes *shudder* If I ever start to be, someone please kick me. HARD ( Read more... )

I saw actual people my age today *gasp* I thought those were only a myth. I still think some of them are... But I got to see Pat, Julie & Christine again for the first time in forever *jigs* Didn't get to see Kaveh though... and I just realized I don't even know his last name, how sad is that? My only friend within a thousand miles while my ( Read more... )

Sometimes I think I want to be alone. And then I have a day like this where I want to just crawl to my corner and die because the feeling is so overwhelming. But the people I want here can't be and I've already passed my quota for hurting people ( Read more... )

My dad got another tattoo. I wouldn't have any problem if they weren't so stupid. There are a few I've seen that were okay, but he has talent when it comes to picking what he wants permanently etched onto his body. The most stereotypical tattoos ever: a cross, an eagle and a dragon. And tattoos themselves just seem so violent. Being pierced my ( Read more... )