...wants what it wants, and I cannot deny it. I am probably going to regret it, because I know that nothing good will come of it, but I can't help it. I know i'm setting myself up for disaster and heartache all over again, as the last few times were proof of that. but at this point I don't care. I miss him too much and all I want is him back in ( Read more... )

Back from my trip to OH. It was short but good. I'm a bit tired though since i havent been sleeping well, but at least i still have today to relax. The drive was long but not too bad, just a bit tiring. Its hot in my apartment, but i got fans on. I'll probably unpack and do laundry today.

I will be out of town from Wed-Sat. Going to Ohio to visit with family for a long weekend, which hopefully will be relaxing and will help take my mind off things. It was really nice only having to work 2 days this week. I still need to pack, but mom wont be here till after noon tomorrow so i still have some time. I'll shower and pack tomorrow ( Read more... )

Man I had a lot of fun tonight. Went out with some co-workers to John Barleycorn, had some drinks and good food. laughed a lot, which i really needed ( Read more... )

I went out shopping all day today. Driving around with the windows down and the music up was great. The weather is so nice today, cool breeze, sunny, good temp. I love driving in this weather. I went to several places on a mission to find some cute gardening gift ideas for my Grandma. Then also got some stuff I needed for Kuma. I got a lot of ( Read more... )

David took me to see Iron Man 2 last night. I thought it was a pretty good movie, and of course my fave female, Scarlett Johansson, kicked ass and was super hot doing it. He said it wasnt worth the money, but I thought it was great ( Read more... )

My life is incredibly boring and lame. I need to make some new friends, ones that like to go out to clubs or bars and have a little fun. I like Tom and Lysh but all they ever do is sit around in Toms basement and watch tv or watch him play a video game. I'm so tired of just sitting around, when I could be out having fun. My problem is that I ( Read more... )

Today was fun, but very busy. I woke up at 6:30, did a few things around the house and then got dressed and went over to Car-X to get my car fixed at 7:30. $1800 later my car is running like brand new, it feels so nice. Back breaks and exhaust fixed, but there went almost all my savings, but at least I had it available to pay for the repairs ( Read more... )

Well I just took Kuma into the vet again. this is the 3rd time, and its getting really frustrating. They took an X-ray but didnt really find any stones so thats good. But $85 for an X-ray that didn't find the problem is a bummer. So the vet gave me a different kind of meds than last time, hoping that this will do the trick. It's getting really ( Read more... )

Warning!! Ok, so this post is about my personal/sexual health. If you dont want to read about it then don't.
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