For my 18th birthday my parents got me a hamster. I was over the bloody moon! I’ve always wanted a hamster but they didn’t think I’d look after it and they also thought the cats might eat it. However it has been almost a month and the cats have yet to make a meal out of my dear Sid. That’s his name, Sid.

But today we almost ( Read more... )

Well. Turns out I don't have work. LoL. I wandered around for 1/2 an hour with Jamie before I went fuck it and came home. And then I spoke to Dan for a bit which was great. I haven't seen him in ages and I miss him lol but he's promised he'll come see me over the summer which shall be nifty.

Loves x x x

Well....hmmm.

I've had an unnusual day.

I finally got to pick up Emily's moonstone necklace. Which she loved lol. But I felt kinda guilty cos her birthday was last month.....ooops.

I also got Carol an stunning amber pendent. It's beautiful.

And then I got tricked into buying a veggie cookbook off a monk. You know those ones who stand around hoping you' ( Read more... )

So, I fell in love. And it didn't work out. And I'm still horribly in love but that doesn't make a damn bit of difference.

I love Chip.

I really like Holly.

I think (Kay might hit me for this) I like Dan. Not that I'd do sweet FA about it lol.

So you see I'm at a cross roads. I'm still horribly in love but I am beginning to notice that there ARE other ( Read more... )

( Read more... )

Tomorrow I have my recall audition with The National Youth Theater of Wales. And I am so fucking scared. I was terrified the night before my first one but I had Chip here and he "distracted" me quite nicely. But I'm on my own this time round.

I don't think I want to go..... :-(

Last night was bloody brilliant ( Read more... )

 I think I'm breaking. Shit. When did this happen?

 What I'm doing isn't healthy. But I can't seem to stop.

I don't know if this will upset her, I don't even know if she'll notice, hell she didn't last time, but I think I need to cut her out. It's going to hurt, hopefully me more than her, you see, it seems to me like she stopped caring. And I'm probably being selfish and overdramtic but that's what it feels like.

It feels like I got torn apart by ( Read more... )