here we are standing at these same crossroads...

[ebonylaurels]

This is my second entry for today. I've gone from having a trickle to a flood. I feel so heart broken. I'm so scared. I promised myself I would never do this again. I said I would never put my heart in this position again. It's so painful. Only a year later and I'm going to be doing the exact same thing I was last year. I don't know if I'm

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[sarepean]

I'm going to call you and Cory later tonight--- what all happened?

[ebonylaurels]

Cory's appeal was denied and he lost his scholarship. He's going to take out loans ans stuff to try and come back next semester.

here's what's up with me.

well...last year I was in a very long very serious long term relationship that I thought would be my last ever and then he went off to college and changed completely while I was at home. The semester to come was when he cheated on me and hurt me so much and it's just like I'm goign to have to go through it all over again. Cory's coming back and I'm stuck here by myself completely and I'm hurt by all of this drasticly.