This is my second entry for today. I've gone from having a trickle to a flood. I feel so heart broken. I'm so scared. I promised myself I would never do this again. I said I would never put my heart in this position again. It's so painful. Only a year later and I'm going to be doing the exact same thing I was last year. I don't know if I'm ( Read more... )

I don't like this....as much as I love him he's acting weird as hell.....and I feel very distant from him...I feel like he knows all of this stuff about me and I know jack shit about him, because no matter how much he talks about opening up and letting people in and accepting help from those close to you when you need it...he's the worst about ( Read more... )

I am scared beyond belief. I have a head ache from hell. I haven't slept since sunday. I feel wonderful. I have this sudden fear. I don't like it. I feel like Cory is going to leave me. I feel like his feelings for me are either weakening or were never as strong as I thought they were. It scares the absolute hell out of me too. I can't ( Read more... )

going back and reading my memories and thinking of the meaning of the title of my site...and other peoples....it's so depressing....makes me think of where I thought I would be right now...how things didn't turn out the way I had wanted....I almost started crying...I was really completely head over heals for that boy....and he was me....it still ( Read more... )

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Would you poop in these places:
a church?
an elementery school?
a strangers house?
the omaha center?
a lake?
a mailbox?
your boyfreind/girlfriends house?
a restirant?
your back yard?
a wahing machine?
a public park?
a strangers front door?

Answer this survey thing i am actually serious. I want to know the answers. Thanks!

Why when you buy something online they never tell you everything....like a two day processing before your stuff is shipped...erg.....I'm angry. I think this is one of the happiest times of my life. EEEEEE!!! I'm just so I don't now how to describe it. i just feel complete for once in my life.(sign) In complete bliss!!I'm going to go lay down now

LJ Friends Meme by coolerq
• You must tell 6 people about this game.
• Douglas is the one that you love.
• Cory is one you like but can't work out.
• You care most about Shannon.
• Dougla is the one who knows you very well.
• Kelly is your lucky star.
• The things you do for love is the song that matches with Douglas.
• These Eyes is the song for Cory.
• After all ( Read more... )