Well, it's been a LONG time since I've updated this. Since then, I've changed and grown up a hell of a lot. I realized what a dumbass I was about ALL the crap with Anthony. Seriously.. What.. The.. FUCK?! I was one DUMB kid.. Anyhow, that was a long time ago now. Let's see.. Got used a couple times in May '06 for sex, that was great (Ha..). Long ( Read more... )

So, my fiance n I broke up late last night....... He almost killed himself, I think.... O_

I doubt anyone actually reads these.... Or cares.

Like the title/subject says ( Read more... )

Soo, yeah.. I got cheated on. I've loved this guy for, like, 8 months n he's loved me too. But he had a girlfriend when we met. Till recently. But I didn't leave him, cause he loves me, I've been in his position, we're fixing things, I love him soo much, n I really do need him. What kinda hurts the most is that I'm friends with, like.. 4 people ( Read more... )

"I just.. I can't help it, I'm in love with him. Despite all the bad he's done, I'm in love with him." - From Gilmore Girls.

That quote is how I feel right now.. *Nods*

My doctor called yesterday morning.. The tests came back positive, I have my mom's disease [Celiac disease] T__T You don't know how bad this sucks!! Means I'm allergic to something called glutin, which is in wheat, rye, barley, and many lesser-known grains. Some people get almost no reactions, some get severe [To the point they can't breath it ( Read more... )

why am i so miserable? *sighs* i am, so often i am.. i think about everyone sees it. some see it more than me, i think. colton thinks maybe i should go back to a shrink. so does my mom [but she always does], and now my doctor, who said he'd consider putting me on antidepressants [he actually just said 'medicine], too... do i need it? would it make ( Read more... )

Got really angry at my ex best friend today. Wrote him a note, gave him the note.. Rushed away without saying a word. Haven't seen him or heard from him since. He has my name, address, phone number, email address, screen name. But he ditched me, and now seems to think he should have some kind of input in my life still. Long story. I'll explain ( Read more... )

Iunno.. Not really anything going on lately.. I shadow a junior high teacher at my school Tuesdays and Thursdays now for my last class, for about 4 or so weeks. I chose her cause Travis is in that class. Most of the time it's boring, though. The phone at my house hasn't really worked in over a week. And I got really sick Sunday night, just for that ( Read more... )