Well, the past few days have been a nightmare. I'm due in May and my life still hasn't worked out to the way I want it. I'm definatly going to have to put my issues aside and deal with the life altering changes that I'm going to go through. I just wish there was more support. More support from the one that I would die for. I would do anything for ( Read more... )

The past two months have been so hectic. Leaving my heart behind because I was scared for what I thought could be something I didn't want. But, in the end I realized that I wanted my heart back. Being away for so long just made me depressed. Watching the world pass by me was the worst. I could not go on with my life without him by my side. Everyday ( Read more... )

I've got thousand of little butterflys in my stomach. I've never given a speech in front of an audience before. Tonight will be my first. I'm giving the closing comments for my graduation. I'm really nervous. I'm proud though graduating a year 1/2 early. And to be chosen to give the closing comments is a great deal to me. Hopefully I do ( Read more... )

Well this past friday mike broke up with me. He told me to pack my shit so I did. Ever since he's been callin' trying to get me to come back. I love him but I don't like being with him 24/7 because we argue to much. My mom thought it'd be best if I moved out and we took it from there. So tommorow I have to wake up early just to go get my shit. It' ( Read more... )

Yesterday I started my job at Fry's as a courtesy clerk. I don't thinkI've ever stood that long in my life!!! 8 1/2 hours of saying thank you have a good day SUX! but it's my first job and I'll get used to it! My calves hurt sooo bad. I guess I jsut got lazy and now I have to work my muscles, which I'm not used to. Yesterday was also my one year ( Read more... )

Well today like in two 1/2 hours I start my training. I'm nervous and I'm pretty sure it's because I've never had a job before and I don't know what to expect. I'm a clumsy person and I don't want to be a dumb ass and do something stupid...every time I do something like that I just laugh it off and people don't seem to get much pleasure out of my ( Read more... )

I've been out on my ass lookin' for jobs everywhere I could possibly think of. It sucks...what doesn't? I've been thinking hopefully I pass my piss test. Doubtful but I'm gonna try everything in my power to get my system clean.... Well it's friday so I gotta go find some shit to do!!

Lately it's been hectic! Looking for a job isn't as easy as I thought it would be...grrrrrr. I hate not having a job because I can't get what I want. Another thing I am starting to hate is the fact that I have to pay one dollar to wash my clothes and another to dry them. FUCK THAT! instead we have to go to our parents house to do laundry...boring ( Read more... )

This morning I had to wake up at like 5:30...shitty. I went and saw Shrek 2. The first ones better. Just been chillin' all day. Not doin' nothin' and it's a friday night...blah well I'm gonna go watch movies with my boyfriend..

I've been busy lately. We already moved and our apartment is already set up!! YAY! For the past few days I've been working with Laura for her grandma. It's cool. Just bullshit for like three hours but shit I need the money. Not much to say just chillin' with everybody at out place........