Today is a stellar day in caledonia.  The ground is glistening with the reemains of last night's storm, clouds surging past, altostratus, cirrus all jumbled white racing..  the pure yellow of morning light is beaming through, showing glimpses of a pale blue backdrop.  The birds are singing, trees budding, wind howling...
..As I wrote 'wind howling ( Read more... )

how strange what grows outside of windows, back alleys, and apartment buildings
how strange what comes of cheating, lying, and betrayal
how strange
how strange

life is good!  love is good!  things are great :)

things
of course, as soon as things are getting better-
things crash.  again.  i crash.  again.
ray, anti-depressants don't sound so bad
neither does 34 million dollars
or throwing myself off a bridge

s'only talk
its only stupidity
it's only business
it's only emily
it's only me
it's only nothing
it's only pin-head-sized and i'm sure i'm talking it into a ( Read more... )

my heart starts beating faster and faster, i know she's here ( Read more... )

what does it take to be a superhero in my world ( Read more... )

definition ( Read more... )

'orange pekoe?  are you sure you want something caffeinated ( Read more... )

'well, i'm not paralyzed but i seem to be struck by you; i want to make you move because you're standing still- if your body matches what your mind can do you'd probably move right through me on my way to you.'

'and i can still remember, you know i can still hear your voice
although your silence, your silence still rings so clear.
and do you think, ( Read more... )

 disgusted, lonely, i need a friend

it's thunderstorming

thursday will be great

baby come hold me- my gut is ripping apart

calmness, come here,

relieve me