I am so fat. I am. I don't deserve to get any cute clothes bc I can't wear them.

My jeans fucking RIPPED today. Yeah. Bc I'm fat, I'd assume. My favorite pair, too.

ugh.

I'm starting a challenge tomorrow.. it better go well. The plan is under 300 calories. I can do it.
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Yesterday was awesome. Only had 262 calories. and I did a ton of exercising--ran for 30 minutes, did aerobics for an hour, lots of pushups/situps ( Read more... )

I've had 460 calories today. I will not eat anything else for the rest of the afteroon. I DO NOT NEED IT. okay. I can do this. I just keep thinking of what I will look like at the end of all of this.

xoxox

hey
I'm actually really proud of myself today. I ate under 1000 calories.. 977 to be exact. I haven't done that in awhile which is absolutely disgusting. But you know. But anyways, I also had practice today and I burned 833 calories.. so the net total is 143 calories. :) yay.

have a great night!
xoxox

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I've had an awesome week so far. :) I am SO in control of my body again, and it feels amazing. Today I ate around 600 calories, but I burned over 1200. so yeahh. Cheerleading burns lots of cals, I love it. :)

xoxo

yuck I weighed 140 lbs today. I'm going to lose 3 lbs a week. It's my goal. I can do this.
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Tomorrow is so going to be a good day. I am going to be at practice for 4 hours, then I get to go in and look at halloween costumes with my friend. then I come home and tell my mom and dad that I ate in town. perfect. ahh I might get a coffee in there, somewhere. I have to do my homework tomorrow too, i think.

xoxox

ew I do not like my fatness.

fasting.

xoxo