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This is why I am going to be a writer...
Excerpts from "A Wolf at the Table" by Augusten Burroughs:
"When there is nothing, absolutely anything is possible. And this thrilled me. It gave me hope.
In a way, if i wasn't having a happy childhood right now, I could have one later.
I knew i had an ugly life. I knew I was lonely and I was scared. I thought something may be wrong with ( Read more... ) -
Dominican Republic 07'
Dominican Republic 07'
This year i went for 2 weeks, July 22-August 3, with Betsy. As soon as i got there it was like I was there just yesterday. When I saw claudio he was so excited; we ran towards each other and i jumped into his arms. I missed my fuckin crazy dominican uncle! I saw esteban the next day, apparently he'd spent 3 months in jail for ( Read more... ) -
THE GOO GOO DOLLS @ FSU!!!
The Goo Goo Dolls show at my school....
I snuck in and pretended to be part of the set up crew just so i could see the band set up and do the sound check- along with this priveledge came the task of helping 10 people set up about 2,000 chairs. My arms r now covered in bruises... but it was all worth it! John Rzeznik (the singer) was at the mic ( Read more... ) -
The Comfort in Denial
i dunno where my idea for this came from...
The Comfort in Denial
He sleeps under black sheets
with the moon
and crawls in with the sun before
she wakes.
He confesses, only in the context of dreams
He makes the bed.
He makes breakfast.
He makes up for it.
He showers to scrub himself free of
invisible guilt stains
His eyes are the blue eyes of a baby doll ( Read more... ) -
ummmm just sum shit
I count down everyday till the Goo Goo Dolls concert at my school...43!!! Most of my friends think they suck, but they can cut the crap and just admit that they dont know shit about em. So anyways, its crazy that theyre commin here cuz i had to miss their concert over the summer, which i had 5 tickets for. lost $100 in that, and spent $65 this time ( Read more... ) -
Kidney Surgery :o(
like a week before winter break, i had a kidney stone or something and went to the hospital. i've been to the doctors and gotten catscans and x-rays all during break and they finally realized yesterday that i needed to have surgery... before i go back to school.
so they decided to do it this morning. it was gay i have to take out ALL my piercings. ( Read more... ) -
The Start of a New Year 07'
New Years Eve I spent in Timonium with Valley & Jon and the crew... it was a shit ton of fun. When the ball dropped i made Brett & Bob squat down to the floor as i counted down to 1, because we had no cable and i REALLY WANTED 2 SEE THE BALL DROP! :o) I got wasted, played alot of bong, saw alot of peoplez, and drank ChAmPaGnE!
Then me and ( Read more... ) -
Hanukkah & X-mas
Hanukkah wasnt alright this year... me and sam did light the menorah with my mom once- that was pretty hilarious :o)
And I went to my grandparents for hanukkah dinner and I brought sam...
then the most awesome thing happened.... my evil stepmother brought over my little brother frank. he's almost 5 now!
The last time i saw him was last hanukkah, and ( Read more... ) -
I read this amazing poem...
First Love
i took everything off. Sometime in February. For him. For myself.
Snow was on the cement border around the pool
and on the tennis court that was one caged square of dust.
But he, he was dense like a jetty
with a silver east wall of air. Then, he was like
a concussion that I woke up from
but woke up differently. Smaller. A little ruined. For ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
i wanna go back to the Dominican Republic with Shaplatinum!!!
collecting seashells on the seashore... taking hours cuz there are harldy any.
getting almost washed away by the tide crossing to the other island. dammit esteban.
sitting around playing dominios, for hours, everyday....
drinking rum and beer while doing everything
losing at pool to joel ( Read more... )