its been ages since i've posted here, but i dont really have a reason to anymore since the only point of contact for this journal removed me from her friends list ( Read more... )

graduated.

fuck.
feeling so depressed.

i want kitten; i want her so much.

but fuck.

after this birthday, i'm not having another one; i'm gonna remove my birthday from web pages and calendars.

i just dont care any more, just so fucking blah.

Chinese food save me from this nightmare.

[minor letter changes 9:57am]Dreams drving me insane. cant happen. implasuible ( Read more... )

I've been thinking about giving up, dropping out, cutting off everything/everyone and just doing shit work for the rest of my life. A way of cutting clean and starting over, a life of solid servitude ( Read more... )

i had a really disturbing dream last night/this morning ( Read more... )

ok so how much of a creeper am i ( Read more... )

jealously ( Read more... )

lj says its been 10 weeks sine my last update ( Read more... )

ok i've not freaked out about saying hi to a girl this bad in ages ( Read more... )