been over a year since my last entry, wow. well since july 27th, I've moved out of my parents house; am now living with Kris (mentioned in last entry) and have slowly worked towards a "positive" outlook. how does one define positive when all they usually view is negative quirks? I managed to get a job at wal-mart on sept. 27th and am still fighting ( Read more... )

Just a random entry since I'm not really sure what all to write, since my last entry I have a roommate named Kris; a guy I was in high school with. The reason he moved in was because he was on the vurge of getting kicked out by his step-dad anyway so he came on a Friday and we moved the rest of his shit in the next morning. In love with a wonderful ( Read more... )

I reapllied at Geico Insurance on May 9th, I'm still badly hoping that I will be hired there because I would love to experience different areas of the work fields; that at 12.36 an hour just rules severely. Then again I know I need to have patience because if I act to persistant they probably won't hire me, but then again I have been told many ( Read more... )

another period of sobriety, another lack of sleep and flashbacks to memories i forgot even existed. side effects of having to find a job due to i need one and because my jack ass parents are pretty much forcing me is that you need to pass a drug test; if they do a hair sample well im screwed. its bad though, every time i sober up i wind up getting ( Read more... )

well i just found out that when my dad walks to get his bacholars in technical engineering or some shit my nana and jack ass step-grandfather not even worth that title hense hes just manny. not fucking looking forward to a week with -him- in this house -_- id say kill me now, but im looking forward to a job for $10/hr next month which will kick ( Read more... )

I think i'm finally hitting that mental breakdown i've been expecting since high school. I don't care if i went to bed and never woke up again, but at the same time i would care very painfully because of one person who shall remain nameless for the time being. Who am i to refuse judgement from those i love and those who claim to love me, every day ( Read more... )

Every day we choose a path in life, we are unsure if we have chosen the right one unless something good or bad happens. All events lead inevitably to demise, but we make the best of what life has to offer in our time in this world. I don't know if anyone even reads what I write nor do I mind; this is my last path of release from the emotions built ( Read more... )

First entry in a while, I've been running through the chaotic labyrinth of my mind trying to sort my life out because within the next couple months I'll be moving out on my own finally even though yes I'm 20 as of the 11th of the month. I still live with my parents so that I don't have all the bills to deal with and the responsability of taking ( Read more... )

We all love games, if we dont; does that mean we have a life? ive been playing gta san andreas almost non-stop since last wednesday; very addictive game though it can be extremely irritating at times but if a game cant piss you off it shouldnt exist. then again i should take into consideration i started playing starcraft again about a month ago and ( Read more... )

This is my first entry in i dont even remember how long now, somehow my account is still active so thats always a plus. Lately ive been more concerned about trying to get my A+ Certification then dealing with the world around me, yes ive been talking to friends but thats really about it. Im finally clean of drugs and have been since august first, ( Read more... )