i broke down the other day, finally, and got a myspace. woo. i never wanted the thing to begin with, this was the ultimite peer presure.. but it was the silent type... everyone had it.. alright whatever ( Read more... )

so i got a job. woo. im going to be training in Manchester NH through the holidays. which is luck, fate... something because j is right there. p however is in downtown boston. my life my life. we'll see how things turn out<3

it seems no matter what perdiciment i end up putting myself in... it really takes a lot for me to realize that i shouldn't be there. seems that i have a loving boyfriend that truly loves me for me inside and out, has stuck with me through fights, cheating, drunken nights, and overdoses... (i dont know why) and i continue to hurt him repeatedly. ( Read more... )

my fucking life ( Read more... )

just printed out 4 fall out boy tickets ( Read more... )

gayness ( Read more... )

....im not the desperate type ( Read more... )

oh my life, always having an eight year old screaming in my god forsaken ear. every morning at 9 I SWEAR TO GOD. i really dont know how my mom or her do it, but they manage to have full blown fights with eachother. if i were my mom. fuck that ( Read more... )

the boy thats currently in my room is gay.
i sleep next to him almost every night.
he does not know he is gay yet...
he won't believe me. dumb boy.
someone save me
<3 deeda

sweetness ( Read more... )